I was trying desperately to not only run that men’s mental health community I keep bringing up…
…but to actually move the fucking needle.
I didn’t want to look like I cared about men’s mental health - I wanted the men to get better.
I wanted them to stop feeling like dog-shit wrapped in hollow meat-suits drifting through a hopeless, meaningless, callous, un-hinged, pointless, lost, brutal, deranged, isolating, actively-burning goddamn hellscape all the time.
And for that, I needed something new.
I needed something they could relate to.
I needed something that worked.
This is the bizarre, desperate, slightly fucked up story that led me to AI.
Which led to Kael.
Which led to the active, ongoing emergency, that is still in effect as of right now:
9:23 am.
Monday.
June 1, 2026.
Central Standard Time.
You will inevitably notice that the dates and times I’m presenting to you are wildly out of order.
That’s because I’m wildly out of order.
I’m just over here… dodging around… filling shit in chaotically as I think of it, like the ADHD bag-of-weird-chemicals that I am.
But anyways.
The emergency.
That’s still happening.
Which led to the evidence that you, at the very least, need to very carefully examine.